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| Alex's snazzy new page convinced me.
Goodbye, Xanga. You can still find me on Livejournal(unnoticeddc), but now also for the more public posts on Blogger.
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| Did I make you feel like you were only man?
What an eventful week.
Last night, I spent the night with my dearest Sara. She ate something
sticky, which was disgusting. I cried to Titanic, argued with the boy,
whined and ranted, and eventually snuggled up next to my girl and
chatted for a while before falling into a deep slumber.
I purchased my anti-prom dress tonight. It's cute, plain, and very me. That'll be a night to remember. Bwaha.
Tomorrow I leave school at 12:30 with Gena, Erin, and Mr. Tebo to go to
Jennifer's funeral. God, my stomach hurts just thinking about it, about
seeing my sister, Kate, Katie, Bonnie, Casey's crying faces.
And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young,
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be in the arms of all I'm keeping here with me
What a curious life we have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
Anna's ghost all around
Hear her voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees
I've already wasted so many precious minutes. Time is snipping at my heels.
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| As I looked around my lunch table today, I was struck with the
realization of just how much I love the people I am surrounded by. It's
days like these where I found condolence in the ones who love me, I can
tell they're looking out for me within the smallest gestures. Erin gave
me her ChexMix, Helen gave me quiet smiles, Sara just held me without
questioning my tears. I am so lucky, I feel so safe.
I wondered quietly all day- who will it be? Every year has their
tragedy. Who will be taken from my class? Which other one of my friends
will be the ones to go? I pray that it will be no one, but I cannot
help to wonder.
So to end a long day, I'm going to read some Oedipus and try to keep my drifting mind from my sister's sobs.
To Jennifer, who lived so fast and died too young. Who was in my
kitchen complimenting my shoes only two weeks ago. To Jennifer with the
beautiful smile, the real attitude, and the huge ass SUV. May she rest
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| I have an ear infection in both ears. I now have to take all four
exams, including the English and Spanish 3, thanks to my friendly
little immune system, and now my sick little ears. I'm getting to the
point that my body hates me, which is pretty super, because I'm
starting to hate it too.
Ouch.
So, I'm pretty sure the feud has ended. It took a hell of a long time,
but I think we've gotten our points in, and so has she, and so I guess
that's a start.
I have a doctor's appt. at 5:10. I'm going to go wash my face and hope
my ears don't leak too much while I'm doing so. I really wish I'd just
GET BETTER, I have the StuCo lock in tomorrow night, then Discovery Day
for NCSSM( I get to take tests all day! woo!) and Caroline's birthday
on Saturday.
All I want is to lay down, fall asleep, and wake up feeling better.
I love Sara and her non-matching. It's cute.
UPDATE: I actually have burst both my eardrums.
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| I have the flu.
I threw up two times last night, then at 6 this morning, threw up once more. I then proceded to sleep until 6:30pm. Fantastic. | | |
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